.Wednesday, August 15, 2007 ' 5:46 PM
it's not good at all to see self but not your face
I am like totally amazed by my classmates. They, possibly have the thickest skin in the whole damn world. The thickest. I honestly don't know how I landed up in this class, I try my best to accept
some people for who they are, but honestly, I've given up. It's as simple as that. Talking to them is like talking to a brick wall, explaining to them is like shouting into a cave, and talking to others about them is like recording your own voice, then playing it to yourself.
Backstabbing, slacking, quarreling, fighting. Wow, I realised that half the class can become gang members already. There's this scene(s) that replays in my mind day and again, how I quarreled with
ahem, how I totally dao him, how I now despise the guy who gave me cookies on my birthday, and how I really really hate the guy who once did pw and a research paper with me. And I am equally amazed how fast I found friends that replaced them all.
But if that
ahem was reading this, I would just like to say,
stop staring at me in class, and talk to me if you want to. Is this that hard to do? All you got to do is say sorry.
But I must say, after experiencing pw with weekian and hweiee, I kinda appreciate your hard work at the start of last year's project (though you were MIA-ing in the middle and only appeared at the end).
Backstabbing. The only art that I haven't truly mastered. I am a master liar, a professional slacker (you will never realise), and a master manager of stress.
Did you ever realise that. Half of those I met in my entire life know me. As in
me.But I like it this way. Everytime I meet someone new, I can alter my personality according to circumstances, you will never come close to touching the real me. Only few do that.
What appears as trust in you, is only minimal. Don't you all get it? Pw, Ace, all those crap, I don't care, it doesn't matter to me. You want to make me go down, I'll do the job. You lose a partner. Wow. Amazing, you just realised that right? Well, you can smile smugly and dumbly in that seat of yours but know that you are just plain
ignorant.I very much prefer my own world, though I would like a few people to share it with.
Liars, cheaters, face your own negative karma. You have
no friends, no life, no one to talk to. Just rot now. Cause I'll be the one to finish the race, victorious.
