.Friday, April 20, 2007 ' 6:58 PM
it's not good at all to see self but not your face
I have been angering people around me today, so I shall explain myself, not to deny nor to anger the people further.
The Daryl IncidentHe definitely has some mood swing problems, not to mention that this is coupled with difficulties in understanding and not bothering to clarify, nor listen on. This makes my life extremely difficult, since I hate to mince my words, yet neither can I bring myself to tell him in the face he's being stupid when it comes to insignificant issues. This causes me to have extremely bad expression, and thus, I hate confronting people. It's just this fact that I tend to be sarcastic like 90% of the time when I get the inspiration to
niao people around me. Sadly, he likes to cut me off before I state my point, while I listen intently to his point before telling him where his logic is flawed. It kinda makes him think he's right, or at least more logical than me, and thus I listen to him and don't interrupt him. I'm sorry, my dear. It's because I have manners, and I subconsciously like to point out errors in the other party's argument.
So please, listen to me. You may say that coming at 6.40a.m. is no biggy for you, and 6.50 may disrupt the briefing by OT, but the thing is, AOS has no issue about it, we take like 2 mins to hand out nametags and mark attendance, and the briefing at the most, takes 5-7 mins. We are scheduled to check the classrooms at 7. So it's perfect.
You don't listen to my point of view, so you are angry at me for always appearing to turn down your views and only asserting my point without any reason.
I am angry because of that. Not because of your difficulty at understanding me (It's partially my fault too), nor because you want to come at 6.40, which is pretty early for a sleep-deprived boy.
Please, I am not high-and-mighty, nor am I despising any other peeps. I embrace criticsm, be it to me or from me, and I love to come up with smart humour, not crude humour.
So, I suppose those who are angry with me should send me a mail or chat with me if you still remain heated up after reading this.
